Reflections on one’s self. Ugh!
I heard a question today that caused me to turn the radio off and just think for a few minuets on how I would answer.
Here was the question: How do I respond when God asks me to do something I don’t like, or want to do?
So then I expanded the question to include others, like these…
How do I respond when God asks me to say something I don't want to say?
How do I respond when I hear Him say something I don’t want to hear? Or when He asks me to go somewhere I do not want to go? Or to see something I don’t want to see?
Are these all different questions, or are they all the same question? They all seem pretty similar because of one common thread. In other words, how do I respond to God when He asks me to do something that I DON’T LIKE?
There are many responses I would imagine people might give to such questions. I’m sure there are more responses you could come up with. But theses are the ones that came to my mind, some of which I personally recognize.
I don't have time.
Why ask me? So-n-so could do it much better than I could.
I’m not ready.
It just makes me mad. I feel like I'm being used.
Don't push me!
I don't want to give it up yet.
I'm not worthy.
I'm just too afraid.
No one will understand.
It won't make a difference anyway.
What do I get out of this?
These are responses, reactions, or excuses that help us justify our desire to ignore what God asks of us. But Jesus asks us to do things out of our comfort zone for our own good, doesn’t He? That’s what I’m supposed to believe. But whether or not we believe it, is where the element of trust comes in. Do we really TRUST Him?
I need to remember that sometimes He asks us to face something we don’t like in order to get us to where we want to be.
So what would you say? How would you answer?
4/22/2016